i freaking hate everything about me ...i have broke many promises from me... and i feel all abandoned... just bcz of porn... and doamine consumption.. i want to do someting but im helpless... even i tried going back to God but i failed and failed everytime... today is 1001 days i have created this acc in x hamster... and im leaving porn and all pleasures... for my futureself.. for my past self... to correct my mistakes.. and create my future.. amen